Into the Wild

I feel irritated, agitated, frustrated, resentful, anxious, tense, over stressed, dissatisfied, upset, angry or ill tempered. By being impatient, we can: run the risk of being dissatisfied and upset; easily lose our control and fire off outbursts of anger; discard relationships, people, jobs, and school whenever things are not working out as quickly as we want them to; waste energy worrying about how slow things are changing instead of directing that energy towards the changes we desire; and withdraw prematurely from a good work because we are not seeing an immediate pay off for our efforts.

I feel irritated, agitated, frustrated, resentful, anxious, tense, over  stressed, dissatisfied, upset, angry, ill tempered, dissatisfied and upset; easily losing control over my self and fire off outbursts of anger; wasting my energy worrying about how slow things are changing instead of directing that energy towards the changes I desire and withdraw prematurely from a good work because I am not seeing an immediate pay off for my efforts.  Impatience!!  "The patience of man, which is right and laudable and worthy of the name of virtue, is understood to be that by which we tolerate evil things with an even mind, that we may not with a mind uneven desert good things, through which we may arrive at better" God is with those who are patient. (انالله مع صابرىن )

Amazing !! one word for our lives I guess, we are born where we can't even take care of our selves, than the eco-social-political-economical system we survive, than we lay down again in the chest of earth again or burnt, and fly with the air again, raise from the earth and go back there again.....isn't amazing, doesn't this tells you, there is something behind this all, which don't lets you die or sometimes live :))

As soon as my eyes shut the slide show begins Yesterday is gone now and panic sets in With a weight upon my chest and a ghost upon my back And the numbing sensation of everything I lack that leaves me Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming, Your real world away Only beautiful, beautiful bright eyes, lie Only beautiful, beautiful bright eyes cry Late morning lullaby The first sign of morning is gray and alarming It's so disappointing the day has come so soon While the rest of the world greets the day and feels new I will push it away just like I always do, I will be Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming, Your real world away Only beautiful, beautiful bright eyes, lie Only beautiful, beautiful bright eyes cry Late morning lullaby Late morning lullaby I would darken my window so I can fall asleep While the critics frown down on the hours I keep that leave me Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming, Your real world away Brandi Carlile's Late Morning Lullaby

'And thy Lord taught the bee to build its cells in hills, on trees and in (men's) habitations..... there issues from within their bodies a drink of varying colours, wherein is healing for mankind. Verily in this is a Sign for those who give thought'.(Translation of Quran 16:68-69) 'Honey is a remedy for every illness and the Qur'an is a remedy for all illness of the mind, therefore I recommend to you both remedies, the Qur'an and honey.'(Bukhari)

Einstine Speech in Berlin Although I am a typical loner in daily life, my consciousness of belonging to the invisible community of those who strive for truth, beauty, and justice has preserved me from feeling isolated. The most beautiful and deepest experience a man can have is the sense of the mysterious. It is the underlying principle of religion as well as all serious endeavours in art and science. He who never had this experience seems to me, if not dead, then at least blind. To sense that behind anything that can be experienced there is something that our mind cannot grasp and whose beauty and sublimity reaches us only indirectly and as a feeble reflection, this is religiousness. In this sense I am religious. To me it suffices to wonder at these secrets and to attempt humbly to grasp with my mind a mere image of the lofty structure of all that is there.

Well, True this year is the worst year of my life (like 12 years back the same happened), today I am so sad guys and trust me I have got no one to even share this sorrow of mine, my father was just talking to me, as he was dignosed with stomach and liver cancer, I was not able to talk to him and he was still in a good mood, I should have asked him not to worry, but instead he was asking me not to worry...... sometimes in life, we leave everything for something, and when that leaves us you have nothing in our hand..........

The Question raised in the book called The Three Trillion Dollor War , regarding America's war in Iraq having effects on American Recession where USA is loosing 10 billion dollars a week our dear president said BUSH: I don’t think so. I think actually the spending in the war might help with jobs…because we’re buying equipment, and people are working. I think this economy is down because we built too many houses and the economy’s adjusting. Well I agree with the president on this point, people who desire for things that they don't deserve shall not be given loans, well for me America should be spending more on the war to create more jobs or hey attack Iran ;).