Into the Wild

I love to read and watch stories, they tell us the moments the characters went through, they tell us the decision one makes in those situations and also their after effects also....I sometime wonder Everyone of us have a story, there is nothing called "Coincidence", its the connection of events which join us, for example its the connection of events that might have made you read this blog of mine :)......I wonder our creator have how many stories, how many characters, how many plots how many different endings .....I remember a saying right know which meant something like man is born, nude, wet and hungry, and it goes worst...... I wonder is it God who write our story or is it our selves..my dear friend and I believe we write it our selves....:).. Yeah I know there is nothing new in this blog :)..... but still isn't it the coincidence that both of us think alike :) A good blog(story) is a good blog(story) no matter who writes it. I am gonna see my dad today as Forrest'...

I watched a snail...crawl along the edge of a straight razor. That`s my dream. That`s my nightmare. Crawling, slithering... along the edge... of a straight razor...and surviving. I still remember these lines from "Apocalypse Now (1979)", I thought at that moment for Col. Kurtz that he have to be fit, as Fittest always survive, but is it the fittest who always survive, NO I don't think so, Its the one who adapt fast........ hmm Fitness and Adaptability to survive anything :). Today I remember Col. Kurtz words perfect, genuine, complete,crystalline and pure, may be he is here to help me I remember he said something like I've seen the horrors , horrors that you` ve seen. You have a right to kill me but you have no right to judge me.....It`s impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means. Horror, Horror has a face and you must make a friend of horror, horror and moral terror...are your friends. If they are not...then they...

I remember Forrest Gump , If you might have seen the movie where our dear Forrest starts running, and than somebody asks him Why are you running? and then Forrest replies "I Felt Like Running", I never understood those line, I wonder why did he felt like running, why do we also feel like running sometimes also, away from the world, to find the place of peace, away from the responsibilities also.....I wondered is it easy to die or is it easy to live, I guess its very hard to live, (NO NO I am not going for suicide attack :) ), unless the earth is rotating there are gonna be problems because earth rotates anti clock wise I guess...... My sister use to ask me when I was young, may be very young, when are we more sad? The time someone is lost or the time someone dies?, I always use to tell her it the time someone dies, But now I understand she was right, its the time when some one is lost, as the hope raises and dies again and again.........everyday that we would find them back a...

As like waiting whole our lives, we keep on loosing also, first as a kid we loose our innocence , then we grow up we sometimes loose our old toys or our old friends as they go somewhere, then we loose our school friends as we go away to the collage, we loose the old books, the old pen we use to write with, old friends we use to play with, then we loose our sisters or brothers as they get married and find their worlds............ Most of all we also loose the love we find in our life's too... than the age than the children....... I guess loosing is also a habit :). This blog is very premature , I would edit it later on....I can't gather my thought today :(

I remember the animated movie beauty and the beast where there was a flower in the glass, it was called love, it wanted constant air and constant support of others to live. It made me wonder sometimes, that love is like a Temple, we with our love build it up, taking the pain and giving the smiles, small or big, we build it......but sometimes one word or a moment or a single misunderstanding crash that Temple, which took us ages to build, yeah you might say it should have made of steel than, but than may be Al- Qaeda would have attacked it :)..... I talked to my friend yesterday, she have lost her love, she said to me never love in life else you would cry, as all the friends she knew have cried in the end...I wonder how lucky are the people who find there true loves :), Just like Mr. Bush finding the chair of president :)

I sometimes wonder, while eating that the thing which I am eating have been touched by so many hands, it has crossed so many lands, I don't know where it was cultivated or in case of meat where was that animal slaughtered. I wonder how people would have looked after it or grown it up, watered it, then took them off the trees, the air that touched it, the water that help it grew, the people who grew it, might be alive or dead, still living the poor life while I enjoy the good meal. I wonder if I eat it after a while it would be hot or it would be cold, its taste would be different, may be today it is different tomorrow it would change. There is a saying that our food follows us just like our death, I wonder God have also calculated the food we eat, if he have calculated that than we can't get more than that or even less than that than why do people fight over it?.........:) Have a nice meal than :)

How many times we might have been told that get ready for anything, prepare for the worst to happen, no I am not talking about having oxygen masks, I am talking about relationships, they say prepare and make your mind for anything in relationship with your friends, or your relatives or any one close to you, I wonder sometimes what if we have calculated all the endings of a movie, will we enjoy the movie than?. Life is beautiful, when it comes in shape of surprises we enjoy it more, we smile and laugh and we cry till our eyes become dry. I also wonder why we treat people as constants, why do we only expect good or bad from them, I mean life is the name of constant change we also change so do they. Why is it that we expect others to be always sweet or always sour? They are humans, they are not entities. I got to prepare my Jasmine tea now I hope it would be same like always.