I watched a snail...

I watched a snail...crawl along the edge of a straight razor. That`s my dream. That`s my nightmare. Crawling, slithering... along the edge... of a straight razor...and surviving.

I still remember these lines from "Apocalypse Now (1979)", I thought at that moment for Col. Kurtz that he have to be fit, as Fittest always survive, but is it the fittest who always survive, NO I don't think so, Its the one who adapt fast........ hmm Fitness and Adaptability to survive anything :).

Today I remember Col. Kurtz words perfect, genuine, complete,crystalline and pure, may be he is here to help me I remember he said something like I've seen the horrors , horrors that you`ve seen. You have a right to kill me but you have no right to judge me.....It`s impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means. Horror, Horror has a face and you must make a friend of horror, horror and moral terror...are your friends. If they are not...then they are enemies to be feared. They are truly enemies. I feel today Fear of having fear is intelligence......Don't get scared guys its just that I am making my self ready for something (Col. Kurtz way, preparing my self for any thing that comes my way)

Take care and have fun and don't watch too many movie, else character's like Kurtz might not let you sleep.........I hope you understand :)

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