30 Minutes Bike Ride...


10:45 I thought to go to the Cornish I used to go and sit there for a while…just listen to the sound of the sea…see the quite waves coming and hitting the shores…I reached the Cornish sat there for a while…felt boring actually, as there was no one, sat with myself for a while…

12:30 I came back home to an unknown place…a small room, a ceramic floor waiting for me to sleep..I laid down to sleep, thinking about the day I spent the day if it comes tomorrow how is it going to be..

1:45 Surprisingly I am still up, how the time passed I never knew…thought of so so many things in between….about my loved ones, my family, my friends, myself.....

2:15 I can’t sleep today it seem, so I stay up today, tried a new tool for development, read some books and articles regarding concept oriented programming. Well what do you expect from a technical guy?

3:00 Felt hungry…nothing to eat in the room…lets go out and check…found something on the petrol pump…

3:40 Came back home…..walked a little to made myself a bit tired….can’t sleep at all…wow I am a night walker now LOL

4:30 Still watching the ceiling……

5:30 Prayer call…went for prayers, and then to have a breakfast…

6:30 I should have jogging shoes now, I will buy them in few days along with a carpet, a table and new mattress :)

7:00 I want to walk to the office today… :)

It was a long night…it’s so long I never realized...how much time I spend sleeping everyday….2/3 of my life almost…I wonder whom did I spend it with…my books? my computer tools? my memories and thoughts? or with myself?...........

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